IC Inbox

[armoured]

This is the IC inbox for Alphonse Elric at Snowblind.

Network name: @LELRIC

This is the place to contact Al over the Network. Contact by voice, text, or video is all perfectly acceptable, and there is no need to plot with me prior to posting in this inbox.

Comments

[motherserpent]

Holy shit, dude. Who the fuck does something like that? I mean -- at least you know now, right? You came out the other side of it knowing who you are. You don't seem like someone who thinks he isn't real.

[armoured]

Yeah, I came out of the other side of it. My brother kicked my butt about it, and we talked about a memory that I had that he didn't. It proved that he hadn't made me, because I could remember these things that he had forgotten.

[But it had definitely been a rough few days.]

But I meant that I know what it's like, to not be sure of your reality, so-- hang in there. I don't think it matters if you're a god or not, as long as you're still you.

[motherserpent]

...I get you. I get what you mean. And the others...people have made it sound like the whole blood thing wasn't normal-crazy-me, just...extra-crazy-me. I think I can live with everything except the blood stuff.

[armoured]

That sounds good, because I think we all like you when you're not keen on blood sacrifices.

[It's never a good trait in anyone.]

[motherserpent]

[That gets a sharp, surprised little laugh.]

As far as conditions for love and affection go, I think that's a fair one.

[armoured]

Me too. I like a lot of people, even people that have done some pretty bad things, but I tend to try and dissuade any kind of blood sacrifices.

[He's only half teasing, because that's-- actually kind of a worry back home.]

[motherserpent]

[She takes it for a joke, though, because who in real life does blood sacrifices?]

Hey, you gotta have standards, man. Pick your line to draw in the sand.

[armoured]

Right...

[Ha... ha ha.]

So maybe try to stick to not doing it any more, and then nobody will have an issue with you, okay?

[motherserpent]

Believe me, it's a standard I'm happy to keep. I just gotta hope I don't...do whatever that was again. But I guess if I don't die again it shouldn't be a problem, right?

[armoured]

Right, I think as long as you hold onto yourself and how much you don't want to become that, there's no real danger of it happening in any other way. And if it does because you-- because the town alters you, you have to try and hold onto the fact that it's not really you.

[motherserpent]

Yeah.

[She sounds worried rather than reassured but...what else can they really do?]

Thanks, man. I just...talking helps. This has helped. And, you know. Everything else.